24.2.09

Rainy Blue

为什么这几天总是入夜就下雨?

雨夜,总是无法入睡。日夜颠倒。

心情也变得很差。很blue

这样的日子,还要维持多久?#

久违的声音--CY

前几天,听到一把久违的声音。CY,大学时期的第一位朋友。

翻开相簿,昔日片段重现。尽管有些片段开始模糊,但却不曾忘记彼此的感情。


也因为他这个香蕉人,我的英语会话突飞猛进。也因为他,在刚抵步未及一个月,粗心的我把电话摔坏的日子里,不至于被乡愁淹死。

上一次遇上已是3年前的事。那一次,我当庙会中央台司仪,他从远处就听出是我的声音。尽管当时的女友(也是我的大学屋友)觉得不是,但他仍坚持,最后证明真是我的声音

目前的他在我们结缘的风下之乡工作,但基于我尚在养伤,所以无法趁他这次回来会面。

尽管可惜,但我期待未来更多的相遇。#


*** 加场笑话 ***

有一次和他到市区吃经济饭。老板先用华语问他“够吗?”,他听不明白就用福建话回问,老板再用客家话,他就用英语。鸡同鸭讲的两个华人,最后唯有用马来语沟通。站在后面的我已笑得不行。
#

注:蹲在前面是CY,CY室友--后排蓝衣是我的同乡阿良,黑衣是阿俊。其他的是工程系同学。

22.2.09

爱恨之间--雨天

窗外不停的雨,屋内不停痛的我。

窗外不停的雨,屋内无法入睡的我。

窗外越大的雨,屋内越痛的我。

胶在爱恨之间。#

20.2.09

多事之月

芳妹在KL车祸了,所幸只受轻伤--右脚眼擦伤的伤口比较深、右腿肌肉撕伤,其他的擦伤部位都算轻微。

农历新年前,霞妹车祸,然后是小妹弄伤,再接下来是我入院,现在又轮到芳妹。难怪咪会那么紧张。

或许,我们真该去拜拜了…… #

19.2.09

Thanks again!

昨天物疗,买了一台tens机器,接下来的日子可每天在家中自己做复健;不过,还是要一周两三次做ultrasound的物疗。

接下来的日子,它会是我的战友,所以我为它取了一个名字叫“小十”。

在医院躺了8天,回家后也重复着“躺坐走”的日子4天了,开始闷到不行。今天复诊,吵着小新医生让我快些上班,不过,他和物疗师的意见一样--“多休息,如果伤上加伤会更糟”。

之前入院时,双脚失去知觉,心的确很乱且担心。最初几天,家人离开医院后,我又变成那个喜欢掉泪的傻瓜。那时候就在想,“如果以后真不能走路会怎样?”

小新告诉我不用动手术时,我对自己许下一个承诺--接下来的日子,我要用我的双脚去走更多的路,看外面的世界。当然,大前提是要快点复原,所以我只能乖乖听小新和物疗师的话。

再次谢谢各位朋友的关心,无论是北海同事“轮班制”的探望、总社同事的花果篮,还有大家的探望、电话和短讯……小妹都万分感谢!I am really touched with it! :) #

*** 笑话加场 ***

上周五中午,人在KL的芳妹拨电告诉我,小眼睛竟问她我的情况到底如何?过后,亲自叩给小眼睛,问他为何不亲自叩我。原来,坊间误传我已瘫痪(touch wood!touch wood!!),所以同事都向他这个绯闻对象求证,而他却怕面对可能会泪流不停的我。听到平日一直说自己自私不懂关心别人的他这样说,我实在也不懂好气还是好笑。不过,也实在感谢他帮我澄清。哈~

15.2.09

悲伤感叹号 -- 陈昱熙

Life is full of unexpected.

Last December, I recommended him-- 陈昱熙 and his song-- 《依赖》 (Rely on) in my blog.


Unexpectedly, during my stay in hospital, I read news about him-- he commits suicide! Although searching around, but I still can’t find out the reason why he suicide.


A 20+ young people of literary talent, a flourishing time. It should be a wonderful life! But all end with a condolences’ exclamation.


May he free from enmity in another world. #


* Previous post about him: 唱作皆佳--陈昱熙, 31/12/08


14.2.09

You are my angel

Once upon a time
Archangel in the sky
Made a cover every night

Once upon a time
The angel loved me so
It's a miracle
In the snow, my heart won't be cold

My Dear
You are my angel
Tell me what you know
Something should be told

My Dear
You are my angel
Tell me where you go
I will prance behind your flow

Once upon a time
My angel gave me life

Singer: Loretta Chow
Composer: Vinci

First of all, wish a big thank you to all my lovely friends. Thank you! :)

After 8-days stay in Hospital Bagan Specialist, finally i am back to my sweet home on Valentine's Day. My slip disc conditions are going well after the physio-treatment, and the physio-treatment is still on-going.

During my stay in hospital, I really enjoy this song--"You are my angel". JUST LIKE WHAT AM I WISHING TO TELL U ALL--YOU ARE MY ANGEL!

Really thanks for your warmest solicitude. I am touched with all your greeting, blessing and love, just like a warm stream in my heart......

Once again, thank you! May be i really need a longer rest. :)

5.2.09

Heart-bleeding

My heart is bleeding, crying for the democracy of my motherland......

My tears are not for the political tsunami or Pakatan Rakyat, but for the powerless of Perak people's rights.

The destiny of whole Perak people is fully in the hands of few person. Is this the democracy we want? #