有一个小女孩，独自住在一间屋子里。3年多来，她一直不敢开门。每一次有人敲门，她都会想起自己曾被蛇咬的经历，还有那些故事说外面的世界有多坏、有多危险的故事。
这些年来，总会有些过客来敲门，有些是为了讨杯水、有些是为了留宿一夜、有些是怕女孩寂寞……但是，无论别人再怎么敲门、用什么借口，小女孩就是没勇气开门。
有一天，有个人来敲门。他的敲门声从大声到小声，从有力到无力，一面敲门一面告诉她外面的世界。
他的耐心，终于让女孩感动，也让她相信他。结果，女孩终于开门了……那个人站在门口徘徊了一阵后告诉女孩，他很关心她，也喜欢和她隔着门交谈的喜悦，但不打算进去作客了。然后，这个人就这样离开。
女孩哭了。当她终于鼓起很大的勇气打开那扇门，打算招呼客人的时候，那个人竟然不愿作客，情愿当一个过客。
门重新关上，女孩继续把自己锁在屋里。但是她已不懂，下一个来敲门的，她还会有勇气开门吗？#
24.9.06
Drive Me Ahead
These two weeks, busy with my reading. Read lots of books and references, just because I need to present on this coming Thursday (28/9).
Tension? Not actually. Worry more than tension, worry the Prof. unsatisfied with my work (because Prof.Zaharom is actually 'famous' with his rigolous requires), worry another team will beat me because I am alone (because another team is fulltime, and they are all together 3 persons), worry it will affects my final result (this presentation is 30%)......
Superadd, my two computers already retired for more than half year, I need to find around to get a computer which has MicrosoftWord and PowerPoint. But, luckily I have a future brother-in-law, and his computer need to 'sacrifice' eventually.
Also thanks god I have some good colleagues, just like CrazyAng. He originally took leave on Tuesday, but because I need to take for preparation, he give way to me. And also another two colleagues which not from reporting department, lend me some books.
I still remember what the Dean told us in the orientation week, "Master and PHd are actually endless solitude ways, you always need to depand on yourself. No one can helps you."
For me, although the way is endless, but not solitude with the presence of supports surrounding me. Wish me luck, and may your support does drive me ahead. #
Tension? Not actually. Worry more than tension, worry the Prof. unsatisfied with my work (because Prof.Zaharom is actually 'famous' with his rigolous requires), worry another team will beat me because I am alone (because another team is fulltime, and they are all together 3 persons), worry it will affects my final result (this presentation is 30%)......
Superadd, my two computers already retired for more than half year, I need to find around to get a computer which has MicrosoftWord and PowerPoint. But, luckily I have a future brother-in-law, and his computer need to 'sacrifice' eventually.
Also thanks god I have some good colleagues, just like CrazyAng. He originally took leave on Tuesday, but because I need to take for preparation, he give way to me. And also another two colleagues which not from reporting department, lend me some books.
I still remember what the Dean told us in the orientation week, "Master and PHd are actually endless solitude ways, you always need to depand on yourself. No one can helps you."
For me, although the way is endless, but not solitude with the presence of supports surrounding me. Wish me luck, and may your support does drive me ahead. #
13.9.06
Pipe dream of a candle
Lots of them said,
I am like a burning candle,
Burning life, burning time and energy,
But not burning the money : )
Really?
May be yes......
I enjoy with my busy life,
Although sometime I really feel very exhausted.
Throughout these past few years,
I keep on busy and burning,
With my study and works,
Even in my undergraduate life.
When busy becomes a custom,
I feel unaccustom when I am free,
Not loneliness but lost my mind,
Just like a ship without compass.
Career always come first,
That's a typical capricorn!
Now I am learning not to be so typical,
By hoping relax not only a pipe dream. #
I am like a burning candle,
Burning life, burning time and energy,
But not burning the money : )
Really?
May be yes......
I enjoy with my busy life,
Although sometime I really feel very exhausted.
Throughout these past few years,
I keep on busy and burning,
With my study and works,
Even in my undergraduate life.
When busy becomes a custom,
I feel unaccustom when I am free,
Not loneliness but lost my mind,
Just like a ship without compass.
Career always come first,
That's a typical capricorn!
Now I am learning not to be so typical,
By hoping relax not only a pipe dream. #
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